Recovery
Akhir Cerita Cinta
by Glen Fredly
Sandiwarakah selama ini
Setelah sekian lama kita tlah bersama
Inikah akhir cerita cinta
Yang slalu aku banggakan
di depan mereka
Entah dimana
Ku sembunyikan rasa malu
Kini harus aku lewati
Sepi hariku tanpa dirimu lagi
Biarkan kini kuberdiri
Melawan waktu
Tuk melupakanmu
Walau pedih hati
Namun aku bertahan
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Everytime this song was played.. I always move away. The boys realized it.. and they sang it once in a while.. and I always cover my ears when they did.. turns out, they did that on purpose.. because they want me to face my pain and sorrow..
Today, I tried listening to it for the very first time.. because I thought I was strong enough.. But I wasn't that lucky.. I cried and I felt so stupid.. stupid for going back to feel it again.
But they told me that I was wrong. They told me that only a strong person have the courage to face the pain, and that they're very proud of me for having the courage to face it and although I ended up crying, this is only my first attempt, who knows I'd be smiling when I listen to it the second time around.
I still cried.. my heart still ache everytime I think about you. If only I know how you're doing. If only I can hear your voice again. I missed you.. so much.
Today, I tried listening to it for the very first time.. because I thought I was strong enough.. But I wasn't that lucky.. I cried and I felt so stupid.. stupid for going back to feel it again.
But they told me that I was wrong. They told me that only a strong person have the courage to face the pain, and that they're very proud of me for having the courage to face it and although I ended up crying, this is only my first attempt, who knows I'd be smiling when I listen to it the second time around.
I still cried.. my heart still ache everytime I think about you. If only I know how you're doing. If only I can hear your voice again. I missed you.. so much.
9 Comments:
told ya syl.. youre listening 2 the wrong songs.. right now you need emo or screamo so you can hate the ones who hurt you so bad...
Nah man, she needs trance. Bad. Sasha and John Digweed and BT. Go Syl, have foursome with them ;)
trance is not music, its noise... djs are not musicians either
uhmm..im gonna try to be neutral on this. Hehhee...
I try not to be vindictive on any type of music cos I find that I am quite adaptable to different types of music.
Tapi Syl...great that ur facing ur fears. That's why I always tell you to cry sepuasnya..hehehe...
Adit = iya nih dit.. i shud hate him. in fact, i do hate him.. so much.
Ther = I think I needed something to get me high.. watever that is.. might be music or alcohol.. hahaha
Rin = but rin, after I cry, I always ended up feeling worst than before I cried. and i hate that.. :((
Maybe it's all in your mind Syl, just because you cry it doesn't mean that you're weak. You gotta feel sorry for men for not being able to cry cuz they got all that vented anger trapped inside whereas we can simply our our hearts out and get on with our lives. It's ok for girls to cry but it's not okay for guys to cry. We can cry and not be called wimps haha..
hehe Syl...how could this happened to us at the same time :P be brave ya i know we can do it :)
iya be.. maybe when i get back later.. we shud meet up and talk and cry our eyes out.. then we can party and go man-hunting.. iya be.. even though its hard we HAVE to get through this. Have to!
You girls!!! Syl, have you been listening to anything I said? Especially the last time we had a serious conversation??? Inget terus apa yg gue bilang. No more of this crying nonsense and no more of this mellow-ness in you. Udah cukup. Stand firm, tall and proud, go deep inside your heart, fine that guy within you and tell him to "FUCK OFF!!!" OK... And start doing it today... and let him go and do your stuffs, relax and fine your own happiness.
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