The Break Up...

A lot of my friends recommended me to watch The break up.. movie by Jennifer Aniston and Vince Vaughn. They told me it was an entertaining romantic comedy movie.

But.. turns out.. it wasn't entertaining at all. It was actually painful watching that movie.

My failed relationship flashed before me.. it seems like I was watching myself in the movie. I did the same exact thing as she did in the movie... the unstoppable nagging (in which I do without realizing), pretending to not care about loosing him in the hope of getting him closer, and I said the same exact thing as she did "I don't know how we got here.. but this is very hard to go through".

I felt sick to my stomach as I watched that movie.. and I thought to myself 'no wonder he can't take it.. I can't even survive if I have to be with someone like that'. I learn alot about myself for the past 1 year after that relationship.. and watching that movie was the turning point..

Well.. life is all about learning.. and although its hard.. I'm glad I watched the movie..

I hope I can be a better girlfriend for my next boyfriend.. amen..