Finally.......!!!!!!

I still can't believe that I finally graduated. That was what most of my friends said to me when we met on the day of graduation. I knew that I am graduating since November, when I finished my uni and received the results. However, since my university did not have too many international students, they didn't have international student graduation. So I have to wait 6 months for the graduation ceremony.

Throughout the 6 months waiting period, I never thought it would be such a big deal. At some point, I told my parents that I don't mind not going as it is such a waste of money to fly the whole family across the country just to see me walk across the stage for 1 minute. But they said, its going to be worth it. I guess they are right. I started having butterflies in my stomach the night before the big day. I couldn't sleep, tossing and turning all night long. And the worst part was waiting in line to walk up the stage. Just as the person in front of me walk off, I felt as if I'm going to faint, and when my full name was finally called, I can feel my whole body trembling. It was definitely an out of body experience as I couldn't remember the feeling when I'm walking across the stage.

And I have to say, the best part of it all is to see the smile that my parents have in their faces. That makes it all worth it. I'm dedicating it to my parents for trying very hard to make it to this day. And also all my relatives and friends, for keeping me company while I study for exams, helping me out with my assignments, and putting up with my crappy attitude when I can't take the pressure of studying. I hope this makes it all worth the while.

Here are some pictures... enjoy.....

~ The Day ~

~ The Party ~

(Thank you all for coming..)

Romantic or desperate?

We all know that when girls get together, one of the most talked about topic are .. guys. And often, they tell stories about their boyfriend, their friend's boyfriend or their friends' friend's boyfriend.. Telling us some of the good and bad things the boyfriend did to their girlfriend. Being girls, we compare.. between A's boyfriend to B's boyfriend, or A's boyfriend to C's boyfriend or even.. their boyfriend to my boyfriend (secretly in my mind of course!). And more often than not, they tell stories about boyfriends who did something disturbingly romantic for the girlfriend.

A friend of mine, told me a story where her friend was in a long distance relationship when they broke up after a heated argument. The guy actually flew all the way across the country to apologize and get back with her. Just as he arrived from a 5-6 hours flight, he didn't even rest or checked-in first, he took a taxi to the girl's house. Since it was already late at night, he couldn't really knock on the door since the girl's parents were there. So he threw some peebles at the window.. and he apologized. Right there and then!!

At that point, I was trying to imagine how the girl must've felt. I think she must've felt as if her prince charming was there to rescue her in his white horse and away they go to live happily ever after.

But then.. it got me thinking.. what would it be like if the 2 characters are switched. The girl instead of the guy who flew all the way and apologize?

So here's the question..

When men attempted bold-disturbingly-romantic-gestures, its generally considered romantic. But why is it that when women do it, its often considered desperate or psycho. How can we ever prove that it was neither, that its just pure and simple love or sorry?

Its like saying men are allowed to be romantic, but women are never allowed to be romantic and when they did try, they are just plain desperate. There was once when I tried to plan the perfect event for my boyfriend after a really bad argument to show him how sorry I am and how much he meant to me and I was telling my friends about it. I was expecting the ooh's and aah's so sweet response, instead all I got was 'Are you sure.. Don't you think he'd be freaked out if you did that? He might think of you as desperate or crazy'.

The best explanation that I can think of for this might be because of pride. We all know that men are famous for their pride and ego. And by being soooo romantic the guy are ignoring their so called manhood - the pride and ego, in exchange for the girl's love and forgiveness.

Personally, I have to admit that I am a hopeless romantic. It doesn't take a fly-across-the-country to give me the goosebumps, its just as simple as showing up unexpectedly for lunch or to take me home after work. For me, its not so much about how much effort, sometimes its just little things.. I think it goes by the saying.. its the thought that counts.

Ps: If I'm the girl in the story where the boyfriend flew all the way to apologize I would've jumped out of the window straight away. :p