Sheng re khuai le..

I can say I had traumas towards my own birthday.. My family was never big on birthdays and my sister and I were told since we were little girls that we will have birthday celebration when we turn 17. Unfortunately, didn't get mine when I turn 17 and what happened somewhat traumatized me. I didn't enjoy birthday after that, then I went abroad to study for 4 years and I spent 4 birthdays alone.

So.. this is the first year that I get to spend my birthday at home with the people I love and we decided to have a family dinner. The reason on why I decide on just inviting family was because I want it to be just the people that have cared for me. I went through some difficult moments, and unexpectedly most of my relatives supported me in their own way.

Also wanna say thank you to everybody who have sent messages and called up and sending me messages or testimonials through friendster... Thank you everyone for the well wishes... :)

Arrgghh...!!!!!!

A few years ago, I got an iPod as a birthday present. That was the most expensive present I've ever got. And now.. it's busted!! It stopped working!!

In a way, I felt like I lost a 'friend'. I got it while I was still studying in Melbourne. The iPod have always kept me company everytime I went out by myself, waiting for the tram or walking to uni.. and now that I'm working, it has always kept me company everytime I drive.

Some of my friend told me to sell it and bought the latest one, but I couldn't get myself to do that. It was a birthday gift and I now that that person saved up just to get me the present.

I lost my travelling 'friend'.. I got them for my birthday a few years ago and I lost it just a couple of days before my birthday... I'm soo saaaad!!!!!!

ps: I'm rambling badly.. (this might've been the worst post I've ever written). I'm having a really bad flu AND migraine for the past few days. Been staying at home hugging a box of tissue.

Thank you

Gave my heart away four years ago and now I'm taking it back
God let us knew each other for a reason
I was just growing up from being a young lady into a woman
Needed to learn about life and love
He gave me the one person who He thinks can show me just that
He gave me you
and you did a great job
Thank you.